Life and the meaning of!

Its funny how life twists and turns! Got to one of those weird places in my life where I think should I go down this road or not, maybe nothing major seemingly but then one road is sensible and probably the road I should sensibly take but the other has the potential to be massively exciting but also extremely life changing, even catastrophic! Scary! I know I wanna go down the potentially catastrophic road but then I know I should be sensible and not.....not is boring, catastrophic is exciting. Sick of bein' boring but then could I handle the catastrophy.....